Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Cause these nights

i think maybe that i miss you in my living room
but we have much room, does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room to live.

When you're out there and you're single, and you're just kind of a satellite doing your thing and running around, not necessarily romantically speaking, but just in general, and not being accountable to another human being, you can kind of go on tangents that you may not be allowed to go on so much when you're shacked up or something to that effect. That said, I have a pretty decent ex-boyfriend who's pretty accepting of the fact that I'm sort of partially out of my mind. Part of what I've learned in the past couple years, and from the past year especially is to try and maintain that edge, to keep moving forward and not get too comfortable in any one spot. But you know everything in life, all the good things and the bad things, come with their own set of challenges. I think a lot of people wouldn't say it, but I think that's what a lot of us worry about. I think it's sort of the weaker person who feels the need to completely destroy their relationships and their lives on a regular basis to be inspired. And I'm trying desperately not to be that person, because I was that person, and no one likes that person.

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