Scorpio

My ability to reflect my astrological sign to a tee is actually beginning to fuck with my head. Everything that the sign of the scorpio embodies seems to be myself in a nutshell. 

Scorpios do know what they want, and they won't go out and grab it at the wrong moment. They simply sit back, watch, and then get it only when the moment is just right. This apparent patience is simply their powerful skills at strategy at work. Scorpios are known for their intensity. They are determined folk that absolutely throw themselves into whatever they do but getting them to commit to something is rarely an easy task. In fact, it's better not to even try to "get them" to do anything.

The darker side of life intrigues them, and they're always ready to investigate. Scorpios simply never give up. They have tremendous staying power. They're not in the slightest intimidated by anybody or anything. Confrontations are not a problem. In fact, talk to any Scorpio about their lives, and you'll probably be in awe at all they've gone through. Trauma seems to follow them wherever they go. When Scorpio learns optimism, instead of expecting the worst, they'll find that they possess amazing regenerative powers -- the power to heal, create, and transform.

I need to get out of my house, I need to start being happy, and I need to learn optimism.